200 lbs. and losing it.

idk …

a lot of people have said that they notice the weight i’ve lost.

my boyfriend, as well has said he’s seen a difference. and he doesn’t lie to me, nor does he see me everyday.

i just don’t see the difference ….
other than the numbers on the scale (which are coming down) and how i feel (which is stronger and better and more delightful in general).

it’s a difference. it’s just i hardly can see the physical difference for myself yet.
i guess it’s just because i still have to squeeze into uncomfortably tight jeans.
and all of the other thoughts and need-to-do’s that are roaming around in my head.